May 15
My days are l o n g .
My n i g h t s are cold.
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Sitting here, thinking about all that’s led up to right now. All the wrong choices I’ve made and the right ones I didn’t.
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What could be worse than feeling like you should be in a better place at this point in your life — knowing that it’s your fault that you aren’t.
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I’m honestly terrified that every choice I make in the future will be just as bad. Another wrong turn down another wrong road.
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My greatest fear is disappointing those few in my life that actually care about me. All the while…I know I’m not worth their worries and love.
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All my worries and fears are manifesting…they’re growing on themselves and swallowing me whole…or at least, what’s left of me, pathetic.
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I’m just so lost right now, and have been for a while. More than I’ve cared to admit.
May 01 Reblogged
That’s right! Two plus two equals four! Can anyone tell me what three plus two equals? Yes? Mr. Chompers?
MURDER.
Um, no. Three plus two does not equal murder.
ARSON.
Uh, no. The answer is not arson. Let’s ask someone else.
THE TELEVISION SHOW WHITNEY.
You’re just naming off horrible things to upset the class and I’m about to send you to the principal’s office!
Apr 20
The Ghosts That We Knew -Mumford and Sons
You saw my pain, washed out in the rain
Broken glass, saw the blood run from my veins
But you saw no fault no crack in my heart
And you kneel beside my hope torn apart
But the ghosts that we knew will flicker from you
And we’ll live a long life
So give me hope in the darkness that I will see the light
Cause oh that gave me such a fright
But I will hold as long as you like
Just promise me we’ll be alright
So lead me back
Turn south from that place
And close my eyes from my recent disgrace
Cause you know my call
We’ll share my all
Now children come and they will hear me roar
So give me hope in the darkness that I will see the light
Cause oh that gave me such a fright
But I will hold as long as you like
Just promise me that we’ll be alright
But hold me still bury my heart on the cold
And hold me still bury my heart on the cold
So give me hope in the darkness that I will see the light
Cause oh that gave me such a fright
But I will hold on as long as you like
Just promise me that we’ll be alright
But the ghosts that we knew will flicker from you
And we’ll live a long life
Feb 10
depression is the ring
left on the wood table
when you pick up your cup
and sip on your favorite drink.
because it is there,
staining the table
and you cannot focus
on your favorite drink.
and it will always be there,
and the drink will never
be good enough
to distract.
Feb 05
I am so in love with this band.
Why Am I The One by Fun
I’ve got enough on my mind
That when she pulls me by the hand
She hasn’t much to hold onto
She’s keeping count on her hands
One, two, three days that I’ve been sleeping on my side
I’ve finished kissing my death
So now I head back up the steps
Thinking about where I’ve been
I mean it’s always never like this
I wanna feel with the seasons
I guess it makes sense because my life’s become as vapid as
A night out in Los Angeles
And I just wanna stay in bed
I hold you like I used to
You know that I am home
So darling if you love me
Would you let me know?
Well - go on, go on, go on
If you were thinking that the worst is yet to come
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff
For once, for once, for once
I’ve got the feeling that I’m right where I belong
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff?
She got enough on her mind
But now she feels no sorrow (?)
I let my faith fill the air
So now she’s rolling down the window
Never been one to hold on
But I need a last breath
So I ask if she remembers when
She used to come and visit me
We were fools to think that nothing would go wrong
Well - go on, go on, go on
If you were thinking that the worst is yet to come
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff
For once, for once, for once
I’ve got the feeling that I’m right where I belong
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff?
I think I kinda like it but I might have had too much
And I’ll move back down
To this western town
When they find me out
Make no mistake about it
I’ll move back down
To this western town
When they find me out
Make no mistake about it
(I’ll move back)
Well - go on, go on, go on
If you were thinking that the worst is yet to come
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff
Well - go on, go on, go on
If you were thinking that the worst is yet to come
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff
For once, for once, for once
I’ve got the feeling that I’m right where I belong
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff?
I think I kinda like it but I might have had too much
And I’ll move back down
Feb 05
This box is just laughing it’s ass off.
Jan 12 Reblogged
Hush
Sleep, dear, I’ll be
keeping you
safe through the
dead of night.
Close your eyes, love,
quiet your mind,
everything will be
alright.
